Life’s Toll

Spazzeh
3 min readMay 11, 2022

Hi, everyone! More months have passed in silence, and I owe you all an update.

To keep things from getting too personal, I’ll write a summary of this past year.

I moved in with a whole house of childhood friends, and it was a great ton of fun… until it wasn’t. I lost a dear friend. He mattered a lot more than words can express. Living together caused a lot of tension between us and through my own inexperience in conflict, I shattered the bond. From this, I had to leave my other friends behind and am back at my parents’ place once more to see where life takes me. On the brighter side of things, due to this experience I’ve learned a lot about myself. Much of the knowledge gained was about how I was living life and how to better improve myself in all aspects of it. I also have you all to thank as well! I remember back in the beginning days of my NFT and art career where I seemed a big, spoiled brat. But through your support and the words of others, I was able to learn and adapt. So, thank you for that. I am who I am because of you all, and the things I’ve gone through ❤

In the mean time, I have still been working on art. Every single day is a new piece of practice, and while it’s extremely slow it is still moving me along. I have not yet found a workable schedule for pixel art as I’ve lost a bit of passion for it, but maybe one day I’ll come back to it. I apologize deeply for the people that loved my pixel art and supported me for it. My hope is you’ll stick around for this next chapter of my art career. In terms of 3D, as open as I am to it, it is on the back burner for the time being. High resolution 2D is where I see my future self having the most fun, and that is where I’m putting all of my efforts.

These two are my favorite, recent practices. I looked at the last post I wrote, and, man, is it such an improvement! I still can’t believe that head was the best I could draw at the time. And now look at this!

I do greatly apologize for the lack of communication. There are no excuses, I’ve not felt like using Twitter that often anymore for my own mental sanity. I miss you all and the interactions I’ve had, along with the friends I made during my times on Twitter.

If I do return, I’ll return as strongly and as consistently as I used to. Until then, I’ll keep working in the background and try to update y’all as much as I can. Thank you so much for the people that have still stuck around and your continued patience with me!

As always, thank you for reading and I’ll see you when I see you ❤

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Spazzeh

Just a hopeless romantic making pixel art and poetry for people to enjoy.